And she has mixed feelings about trading in her signature two-tone for a Marilyn-like hue a few years ago.

Nowadays it’s redon top, black everywhere else.

But in between there was Blonde Billie.

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At first it was fun, shetold theLA Timesabout her period of bleached-ness.

I was really excited for the blond eralike, Blond Billie is gonna be so cool.

But it did not go how I wanted it to go.

We’ve all heard of thered hair phase!

But for the singer-songwriter, being so much in the public eye, the wrong hue became debilitating.

I completely had no idea who I was, she recalled.

I came up with this whole aesthetic, and I just got swallowed up into it.

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Going, as Amy Winehouse once sang,back to blackhelped Eilish feel more like herself again.

Even to the point that she can enjoy being seen…in certain instances.

I loved it, she said.

That was literally my dream as a kid.

Going to stuff like that is really cool when youre famous, I gotta be honest.

Fame can be so horrendous, but there are parts of it that rock.

But Im also so intimidated by them and their beauty and their presence.

Honesty is a color that flatters everyone!