Emily Ratajkowski is getting more candid than ever about herdivorcefromSebastian Bear-McClard.

During the summer of 2022, the model ended her four-year marriage to Bear-McClard following a wave ofcheating rumors.

The 31-year-old tried everything before leaving the father of her two-year-old son,Sylvester Apollo Bear.

Sebastian BearMcClard and Emily Ratajkowski

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I didn’t have the courage to leave for a long time.

I was really, really unhappy, she told Kelly.

I was, like, 100 pounds and I had just had a baby.

Emily Ratajkowski and Sebastian BearMcClard attend the Vanity Fair Oscar Party on February 09 2020.

Emily Ratajkowski and Sebastian Bear-McClard attend theVanity FairOscar Party on February 09, 2020.

I got really skinny because I was not okay.

Ratajkowski also told Kelly she went on antidepressants: I was sure there was something wrong with me.

I think so much of what I learned coming out of that relationship is to trust your instincts.

She added, Gaslighting is a real thing.

Emily Ratajkowski and Sebastian Bear-McClard attend theVanity FairOscar Party on February 09, 2020.

On Valentine’s Day, the modelhard-launchedher latest relationship with comedian Eric Andre with a risque Instagram post.