I feel like were in week 20.
Little does she know that in a matter of hours, its going to feel more like week 50.
(This is your warning:Spoilers aheadif you havent watched Mondays episode.)
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But first, lets back up.
Until the last 10 minutes of the episode, week four was already monumental for several reasons.
Glamour: Is there anything you wish you wouldve known going into the show?
Jenn and Devin
Or had hoped someone would have prepped you more for?
Jenn Tran:How much can you really prepare for this?
I dont think I would change anything.
Jenn and Sam M.
Thats such a good question.
I think most of the time Im way too tired to even dream.
I just knock out, and then I wake up and feel like I didnt even sleep.
Jesse Palmer (center) and Jenn Tran team up with an All Blacks rugby player for Rugby Royale.
So I have anxiety dreams about being late.
You and Jesse Palmer joked about the lack of eating during one-on-one dates.
Do you even have an appetite, given that youre just running on adrenaline?
But I definitely always attempt to confirm to have food.
You catapulted off of the Sky Tower with Sam M. for your first date in Auckland.
Looking back, what did you learn from that?
It was really interesting to have to take a leap of faith with someone that you basically barely know.
Obviously, I like him.
Weve had a lot of great conversations together, but do Ireallyknow this guy?
Also, it wasnt like he and I were jumping off together.
It was individual jumps.
But he was there for me a lot throughout the day, which I really appreciated.
Still, I freaked the fuck out.
I have the biggest fear of heights ever.
I kept imagining myself plunging to my death.
But my favorite part [in the end] was him being there.
Still, I would never want to go back up to that Sky Tower ever again.
Jenn and Sam M.
How do you feel going into a group date then?
Are you more nervous having to juggle so many guys at once?
I love these dates.
These dates are my favorite part of being here, so Im never scared.
Im excited to see them and have some fun.
Dates like these just are my favorite because theyre casual.
I must really like them.
Where does your sense of calm come from?Youre more scared of heights than dating so many guys.
I honestly dont know.
Its funny because even on night one, Jesse was like, Are you nervous?"
And I was like, No.
Im living the dream.
Why would I be nervous?
Maybe my sense of calm comes from my line of work, and I like being in high-pressure environments.
Thats the kind of stuff that I like to do.
So maybe Im just finding the calm in it all.
Jesse Palmer (center) and Jenn Tran team up with an All Blacks rugby player for Rugby Royale.
Youve said in the past its been hard for you to open up.
Why do you think that was?
Growing up, I always had a wall up.
So I was never really open with my friends and family about who I am necessarily.
I guess Im not not real, but I dont display my emotions all the time.
So because of that, I was always so focused around other people and getting them to open up.
But throughout this journey, I really am learning how to let my walls down a little bit more.
So its been refreshing.
Im learning so much about why I do certain things or how I think.
What have you realized you need from a partner?
Ive always been the one to show up for people.
And its all about feeling if theyre open to that.
I also need a guy to be intellectually smart.
So which of the remaining guys are really standing out to you now?
Devin is someone who makes me laugh all the freaking time.
Marcus and I went skydiving together the other week, and that was a really fun time for us.
So hes memorable, for sure.
Sam M. as well.
And Grant is someone who Im excited to see today.
Yeah, all of them, honestly.
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Has it been hard not to think too far ahead in this whole process?
I really am living in the moment.
And that just takes time to figure out.
And Im like, What guys in the house?
So Im like, Stop.
I need to be in the moment.
Do you feel like your person is here among these guys?
If you asked me last week, I wouldve been like, I dont know yet.
Im still getting to know them.
