Warning: Spoilers for theLove Is Blindseason 8 reunion, ahead.
Only, she says, he never showed up and removed her from Find My Friends.
I felt super duped, she tellsGlamourover Zoom ahead of the reunion.
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Everything coming to my attention throughout the two months that I knew him all clicked.
Luckily,Glamourcaught up with Sara the day before she flew to Los Angeles to cap the season.
I dont want to bash Ben.
I dont want to, like, go into that negative route, she says.
I just want to speak my story.
Glamour: When did you know you were going to say no at the altar?
I fell in love with this man in the pods.
I wanted to believe he was the man that I fell in love with.
I was so conflicted, I truly was.
It was emotions and my feelings involved with these things that I couldnt dismiss in real life.
It was really weird.
I was very torn.
What did she say to you after you said no?
What happened directly after you said no?
Did you talk to Ben at all after the ceremony?
I was like, Are you okay?
I felt so bad because I cared about him.
And then later that night, after filming was done, I honestly didnt even talk to him.
Wait, you went to the same bar after the wedding ceremony?
Like, maybe a little distant.
But I also was just so happy to have all my loved ones in the same room.
And I needed them, because it was such an emotional roller coaster.
Did you and Ben end up dating after the pods?
Its a long story, but after the wedding day, I was so flustered.
Like we crossed paths for a reason, and I dont want to just to stop.
Throughout filming, we had the discussion that he would come with me.
And we were so excited and looking forward to that time together.
The next day I left for Nashville.
I felt super duped.
Everything coming to my attention throughout the two months that I knew him all clicked.
Did you two talk at all after that?
I was like, Why are you telling me that?
Like, even if thats your motive to call me, dont tell me that.
I just should have trusted my intuition the whole entire time.
But yeah, I was pretty disappointed.
But Im very, very happy with where Im at now.
What did you say when he said he wanted to rehearse?
I was like, Is this why you called me?
This was, like, a half hour into the conversation.
And he was like, No, no, no.
Like, I called you because I miss you.
Im like, No, itsnot.
So it was just more clarity to me of the throw in of person he is.
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Did you ever reach out to the woman who made thatinitial TikTok post?
No, I did not.
More TikToks about Ben have come out since the first one.
Did you know there were more during filming?
I was on my phone 24/7.
I was checking Reddit.
I was checking YouTube, TikTok, Instagram, everything.
So yeah, of course, I saw more TikToks that were made.
More, you know, Reddit pages or discussions.
I saw the stitches of the videos, but I was also talking to Ben.
People will do this to take down your name and stuff.
It was just a lot to manage at once.
The allegations that Ben wouldleave cardsadvertising his YouTube channel with the girls he hooked up with were pretty wild.
He did answer how he answered.
I get that, and rewatching just makes me think, like, Oh my gosh.
Its just another reminder that maybe I didnt really catch on at the time.
And I was, of course, giving Ben the benefit of doubt.
But to me, we had these conversations multiple times.
And I felt like with Ben, it was always an open discussion.
I never felt like he was trying to get out of the conversation.
I thought that was the best thing.
Before your wedding you said of Ben, Its not like we have opposing views or were unaligned.
Do you still believe that?
In the perfect world, of course I would love to have someone on the exact same page.
And then also to reflect on it and have a stance on it.
What do you think, what do you believe?
Are you currently single?
Yes, Im single.
What are you looking for in a relationship?
I want my best friend.
I want someone who is there for me and supportive and excited and joyful and optimistic.
It kind of mimics who I am, but I want all of that to be reciprocated.
I want someone whos intelligent and also open-minded and understanding, but also just active in the outside world.
You know, Im just really looking for a best friend and someone with loyalty and integrity.
Just being a good person.
Lauren and Molly were at your wedding.
Do you still spend a lot of time together?
This whole entire experience, I dont regret doing it at all.
It was a lot, but it was the best, craziest, most beautiful thing ever.
Im so lucky to meet all the girls.
Lauren and Taylor are my besties.
I dont know how I could have done this without them.
I couldnt do it alone.
Im so fortunate to have met everyone through it.
Ive gotten really close with a few of the guys, and we call ourselves the Yeehaw Crew.
They came to visit me in Nashville.
It was me,Taylor,Lauren,Joey,Tom,Scott, andDaniel.
It just warms my heart.
Are you ready to see Ben at the reunion, and do you know what you want to say?
Yeah, Im ready to see Ben.
Im not scared by any means, Im not intimidated or anything.
I really dont know what to expect.
Im terrified of public speaking.
Thats honestly what Im most nervous about.
Im just going to speak my truth.
This whole entire time, Ive just been myself.
But yeah, I just, Im just going to speak my truth of what exactly happened.
I dont want to bash Ben.
I dont want to, like, go into that negative route.
I just want to speak my story.
This article has been slightly edited for clarity and length.
The entirety ofLove Is Blindseason eight is now available on Netflix.
