A month afterwelcoming her first childviasurrogacy, Paris Hilton is opening up about deciding not to get pregnant.

I felt my life has been so public, I really wanted to keep it private, Hilton said.

Of course, it was hard not to tell anyone, because its such an exciting time.

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But I also loved being able to share this with just Carter.

Now she’s ready to open up about her decision to choose surrogacy.

But I want a family so bad, its just the physical part of doing it.

I’m using the same doctorDr.

Hes such a good baby.